Irony of life

There is this girl who called me after a very long time, a nice friend. She was kinda depressed about something with her boyfriend. She spoke to me for an hour and a half explaining her side of the story. In the end when she finished , she says " Khair chhodo, tum nahin samjhoge."

Winning or losing last

I think when it is too difficult to win, we should concentrate more on losing last. Many a times it just boils down to last minute stamina, who hangs in there till everyone else is down.

Bright side of the story

Saturday midnight (30-03-2008):
I am sitting with a heavy head and all sleepy. I am delaying my sleep for another hour or so, just to have an idle time reading, watching and doing stuff which are very low on short term objectivity (deliberately avoiding useless as a word for it) because i know when i will get up tomorrow, then, again the slog opens with me and most of us here as low order batsmen; and projects, profs and exams as strike bowlers with reverse swing at their disposal.

Not that i haven't faced these type of situations before but i am sure that every low order batsman wants to avoid this kind of unavoidable.

We find many things useless here but sometimes everything looks like as part of a plan to make us come out stronger.

I would be very happy to know if they are doing it deliberately as a part of their plan, but i really doubt their capabilities that they would knowingly put so many unreasonable demands, assignments, projects etc. which will make us complete anything and everything in a grossly way without understanding even a bit of it.

Its just that i would rather appreciate a sadist giving pain and deriving pleasure from it than a stupid fellow giving pain without even knowing what he is doing and without deriving any returns of it.

Now coming to the bright side of the story, I will do it again, why because:
1) It leaves me much more patient and persistent
2) It makes me hardworking and stretches my limits
3) My activity cycles are increasing by dx amount
4) Experiential learning and learning about people
5) Copy and pasting leaves at least a foggy scan of images of things we ought to know. Someday we will just have to remove the fog
6) Till I know what my dream is and what doors to enter, I have no other option. Running keeps the hope alive and it will take me places where I might see those doors to enter

P.S. - All the above difficulties are over rated

Nice Sunday or Sundae

I just treated myself with a butterscotch cone and plain pista cup. It was such a blissful and happy feeling. At the same time, i wondered , it is so good to get up totally hanged over from saturday night booze, your head moving in circles, and then , you start giving treat to urself. I had a nice breakfast at 10.15 , then i went to a nearby small place who serves tea, had two cups of half chai ( cutting). Came back at 11.30 , told someone to get a Mcveggie with cheese for me . Then again at 12.30 went for lunch alone , ate chole bhature , lots of pine apple and then had a grand butterscotch cone and plain pista cup. Now awaiting my McVeggie with cheese so that i get well equipped to complete tommorrow's Fin assignment and study for stupid MIT quiz.

Learning:
Start loving food and wine, do not smoke and you can live happily forever. You don't need anything else.

Utsaha 27-01-08

Utsaha ended pretty ordinarily, nothing royal as it should have been be. I heard that sponsors were not happy about the footfalls that was expected. The care taker at Abhay prashal ( location where utsaha was held) explained the reason , he said in all the promotional campaigns , nothing has been told about what people should look forward when they come. Obviously, u dont enter places where you dont even know what's happening. By the number of marketing and promotional theories we have learned, this was something to be done right. The other reason could be the Big Bazaar Mega Sale for 3 days. Even i wanted to go to Big Bazaar to buy an Eye dark circle remover for the lady i spent some time with in utsaha, lekin bahot lambi line thi.

Utsaha - 26-01-08

Utsaha is a marketing fest organized by IIM Indore. It is a two day fest organized in the middle of the city; the best thing about this is it is open for general public, as in different games for family people and all. I liked the concept when i first heard about it, but somehow couldnt give my name earlier for any event . Just 4 days before , there came a sort of opening for one project. I applied for it. We prepared a game for it . Personally, i feel it was a stupid game ; Anyways we reached the venue today morning at around 10.45, again with a hangover and less sleep, thought i wud come back at around 4 or something when crowd will start coming and things will start getting hectic. Somehow i cudnt come back as people started pouring in suddenly and there were only 3 of us at that time on our stall. In short, i cudnt run away. The game is like , we tell people wish for certain available tours provided by us ( domestic, international etc .) and then allowing them to throw dice and if it matches to what they thought and said, they could move forward with increased points.
So, the first question i had to ask was, Sir aap duniya ghoomna chahenge ki india mein hi ghoomna pasand karenge. I never really thought such a simple question can evoke so many emotions in so many different people .
If a person said abroad, then i asked why . They said:
Ek baar meri wife ko India ke bahar ghoomane le jaana hai . (Aged around 50 may be, with his wife standing beside him )
Abhi tak toh jaa nahin paaye, aapke game mein hi chale jaate hain , aap toh IIM waale ho, aap hi hamen ghoomaoge( Aged around 45 ). He lost the game, but he was so happy about playing the game and greeting me.
Abhi final year engineering chal raha hai , job mil gayi hai , ab toh jaana hi hai ek baar ghoomne( Aged around 21)

Their responses were so genuine, i really hope i could be so genuine to people and myself. It was worth a day talking to all of them. So much love, so much hope and aspirations. And we just keep cribbing about placements comparing with A,B,C.

Another beautiful thing that happened to me was Sizzling brownie and icecream at CCD on my way back :)

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