Bright side of the story

Saturday midnight (30-03-2008):
I am sitting with a heavy head and all sleepy. I am delaying my sleep for another hour or so, just to have an idle time reading, watching and doing stuff which are very low on short term objectivity (deliberately avoiding useless as a word for it) because i know when i will get up tomorrow, then, again the slog opens with me and most of us here as low order batsmen; and projects, profs and exams as strike bowlers with reverse swing at their disposal.

Not that i haven't faced these type of situations before but i am sure that every low order batsman wants to avoid this kind of unavoidable.

We find many things useless here but sometimes everything looks like as part of a plan to make us come out stronger.

I would be very happy to know if they are doing it deliberately as a part of their plan, but i really doubt their capabilities that they would knowingly put so many unreasonable demands, assignments, projects etc. which will make us complete anything and everything in a grossly way without understanding even a bit of it.

Its just that i would rather appreciate a sadist giving pain and deriving pleasure from it than a stupid fellow giving pain without even knowing what he is doing and without deriving any returns of it.

Now coming to the bright side of the story, I will do it again, why because:
1) It leaves me much more patient and persistent
2) It makes me hardworking and stretches my limits
3) My activity cycles are increasing by dx amount
4) Experiential learning and learning about people
5) Copy and pasting leaves at least a foggy scan of images of things we ought to know. Someday we will just have to remove the fog
6) Till I know what my dream is and what doors to enter, I have no other option. Running keeps the hope alive and it will take me places where I might see those doors to enter

P.S. - All the above difficulties are over rated